Day 54

Today I would be 32 weeks pregnant. I can't help but wonder how different things would be if my pregnancy had made it even this just far. I remember being on bedrest with Taylor and a nurse telling me 1 day on the inside for a baby was like 3 on the outside. 

Doctors have not made rounds, but their nurse said Alex is on 36% oxygen right now. This is good news, but he is laying on his belly, and Alex always does better on his belly. I am not visiting them today. We are not sure if it is safe for me to travel alone over there with all of the protests, and Taylor had a fever overnight, so I need to stay with her today. I miss my babies though:(